[AlbertusLight]

Hey.
I am Albertus

I had a strange dream last night and it is bothering me.

The dream went like this. I was walking around the school where my mother works and saw some kids from my school there, two boys from my school was racing naked down a path. One of the boys I had a crush on for forever even though he is straight and a little mean to me. (Yes, I am gay deal with it :D) But he stopped and talked to me about normal things and was nice to me, he moved closer and hold my hand. So we walked around still holding hands when we saw an old magical portal. The portal consisted of three stone rings and the rings closest to the portal itself had runes carved on it. The portal didn't work if we walked through it we just went out the other side. A teacher from my school walked past and we asked her why it didn't work. She said she didn't know but will try to fix it, she said a magical word rodgi or something to start a fire but that also didn't work. She asked us to help her make a potion, while we were making this potion I asked her if she could teach me magic she answered it can't be taught unless you are born with it but gave me the word rodgi to practice and try and light a candle. From there the dream went a little bit into the future we were in a castle tower and my magic got better I even protected the place against an ettin attack with the aid from my crush we got very close perhaps even bonded in magical ways. The teacher said I was ready to go to some secret organisation. The dream went forward again we were in a battle catapults were flinging rocks on our lines. There were only me and a girl with magical powers there. After the battle a lot of our soldiers were hurt the girls and I fixed some of them up there, including my crush. There were three we didn't get to fix there and one of them was hurt very badly and the girl didn't want to heal them. So I asked their room numbers and went to go heal them later. The one that was hurt the baddest was a boy about my age 18 his ribs were crushed and he had trouble breathing. When I got to him he was almost dead, I said there words in a row to heal is wounds rodgi to light a candle mondi and then rushe. It took a lot of power out of me and my crush or boyfriend from earlier laid me beside the boy and we fell asleep. I awoke with him holding my hand while my boyfriend hold the other they didn't seem to mind that I loved them both. Later some people came to the base and wanted to kill me because of my powers but my boyfriends protected me along with the other soldiers on the base. That is how my dream ended and it is very confusing and really sad to me as well.

Please help! I need to know what it means.
Thanks in advance.

[N0help4u]

Your dream means that you are wishing for something that most likely will not work out and opening yourself to vulnerability.

[Fr_Chuck]

First it is obvious you are defensive about your sexuality, why does anyone else have to "deal with it" it is your life, you are the one that has to deal with it. Not all will agree with it, and you are the one that has to accept the fact that some people will have negative view points about this.

Next why does a dream have to mean anything, most have no meanings what so ever and are just a fantasy a wish or hope, (or a fear) of what they are thinking about

If you want a meaning, in real life you feel weak and powerless, you look for ways to be strong and powerful but fail.