When a good person dies, he is not sad or lonely or unhappy or angry. A good spirit is at peace. When you can really understand that fully, you can let go and move on with your life, knowing that life is for the living. Talk to him! Have a spot your walk to, and a spot in your house, for a picture or little mementos on a shelf, and talk there, but talk all around the house too, such as when cooking and saying 'I know you liked this dish.'
That's far more intimate than finding someone who will want money to talk to him, and you won't know if it's a fraud.
I do know what you are going through. I don't pretend that I practice what I preach as well as I sound like I am.
I think many of us do.
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