[kayleigh150]

Hi I am ten years old and I have just spent 3 hours crying in my room. My parents just tell me to "Shutup you stupid lazy dumbass !" My parents apparently don't "Give a " and this happens about 5 times a week. I'm depressed but nobody realises it and just calls me a fat dumbass. Even my friends. I hate my life. It will never get better. I know I am really young to say that. But I really want to kill myself... Help!

[teacherjenn4]

Do you have brothers and sisters? How is school going?

[Alty]

Are your parents as abusive as you've stated? They tell you to shut up? Yell at you? What else do they do?

Have you talked to your school counselor about this?

[Dzimm1]

Talk to your school counselor about this it's the same in my life to

[16willdn]

OK don't kill yourself. You were put into this world for a reason, you may not feel it right now but trust me u have a reason to be in this world. I know you said your parents yell at you but even if it doesn't seem like it right now deep down in there hearts they LOVE you. So don't take your life away because of what you are going through right now. Yes it will be a trial but it will be a trial worth fighting for and if u feel like there is nobody that loves you just remember that God has loved you, he is loving you and he will always love you

[country mama]

Honey everyone so far I agree with,your life is a precious thing and you don't want to end it.If you have siblings,maybe you could try talking to them,or a grand-parent,or aunt/uncle,anyone who you trust to listen and not judge,I have a ten year old daughter who sometimes gets down about school or friends and I let her know,first that I love her and then that this is only temporary,things change all the time in our lives and you have to know in your heart that you are loved.If this is an ongoing problem than I would also suggest a school counselor or another authority figure to help you... I wish you the best of luck and remember,you are loved even if you don't always seem to feel or see it.

[kg14]

Trust me, I understand where you're coming from. I've been put in situations similar, but not exactly the same. I bet a lot of people tell you that you don't know anything because of your age, but the fact is you do. You understand what's going on and you're effected by it, but no one you know will listen.
I'm not going to tell you what everyone else is saying and go talk to other family members. But I am going to tell you that suicide is a selfish act. You think that no one notices you and no one cares, but they do. Whether you realize it or not, it's not you against the world. If you die, then people will be effected by it. People you go to school with, people that live around you, everyone. Someone out there will be your true friend, but you can't just assume people will run up to you and notice your internal suffering. I learned this the hard way. It took me up until the end of my teen years to figure this out.
Don't force yourself to try and like people, but don't force yourself to hate them either. Don't make yourself angry over things like this. Anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die. Find the happiness in life so you live a long respectable life. That way, when you're old, you can look back and relive all the good. I know this is a little cookie cutter, but honestly the best thing that worked for me was ignoring nasty comments. Their just words. Words are just composed of sound. Sound starts from nothing, so it's only appropriate that it ends at nothing. Treat their words like their nothing. And you say your friends insult you, they might be joking if their really your friends, so just talk to them. But if their serious and you're sure they are, then find different friends. Join a club at a recreation center or go to the library, anything to get away from the actual world and meet people with similar interests.
Sorry this was so long, but I hate to hear stories that I can relate to. Just take what I said into consideration and trust me, it will get way better. 8)

[hello people]

I am 10 too and I know that this sounds weird which by the way I am so anyway I feel like that sometimes and I feel sorry for you. I will be your friend though because I'm a bit of what they call a loner. Don't be thinking about suicide because it will make your family sad even if you think they hate/don't like you. Again I will sound creepy but I will love you as a friend. You sound like me, a bit mature for your age so you will get through it. Don't be sad please .

[Zea]

Please, read this:

Let me tell you what I NEVER told anyone in my life, It still makes me cry and it scars my heart deeply, but I want you only to know this, okay. Even as I type my hands start to shake, my courage betrays me, and I still cry.

When I was in middle school, I was bullied. One of the those bullies was my best friend. Our relationship was great, I really loved her. We were friends even before first grade, she was my first friend ever. After we went to the same middle school, a new girl moved to our class.

That girl started making her own friends, actually she stole my other two friends. Than, she moved to my best friend, whenever I was with her, the new girl always came and said that she wants to have a word with my best friend, so my best friend always left to speak with her. Maybe, she turned them against me. Maybe, she convinced them every time they spoke.

Once, I was alone, than the new girl came and started arguing with me, my two friends were with her, and my best friend too. Than, she started beating me, and the other two as well. My best friend stood watching. I don't know if I should have told you that my best friend was a bully, because she did not do anything.

I was left on the playing ground crying alone, when one teacher found me. I told her what happened, but... she just did not respond, I don't know why. I felt her eyes were ice cold, while she stared down on me. I felt she judged me, I thought she believed I lied. Than, I was scared to tell anyone, because I did not want to get that look again.
That new girl made me bleed too. I could never take suicide as an option, that never crossed my mind, every time I cried over that I never did think of that possibility. Even once one of my two friends bet me, its like that new girl turned them all on me.

It continued, until the new girl moved. Than later we moved. And today, I have good friends. I believe God made it all better, because I did not give up. Also, I know this may not make sense because even though it still pains me, I don't hate them.

I know you can do it too, your life is precious and I LOVE you and God LOVES you too. So, don't ever let go, I am on your side, and I know you can make it too.