[ayu_1991]

Hello,I am a college going student, I like to make everyone happy.. I don't want to hurt anyone but I don't get love in return... I think I am unlucky for everyone... I was having my exams few days ago and I didn't have the proper notes so me and my friend decided to study together... we used to spent time before the stating of the exams also but during the exams she and her room mate always use to tease me by saying that I always end up being in their room... I knew that they were kidding but I felt bad sometimes do I decided after the exams I will spent more time in my room... but now my friend is saying that I am selfish,I just need her when I am in need,I know I am not selfish at all.. their behavior made me to move... but it wasn't like I didn't go to her room.. I went today but she said these things and I felt very bad... if I give any explanation of something,she name it as I am being hyper and if she does the same she says that she is angry that's why.. no one understands me.I try to forget everything but people don't make me do that.. I have a problem with my flatmates also... I feel lonely in my room too when my roommate don't talk with me... and god knows I never thought bad for them... I am an emotional and simple girl and everybody says that people try to take advantage of it.. what should I do... my sister is also not well,she is suffering from a psychological problem... I feel so bad for her... I am afraid of losing her.. my father expired when I was 7,what should I do.. I am totally broken..