[maidah4]

Im missing my ex terribly! He wants to even get back! Plsssssssss advice how to hold back ;(

[Wondergirl]

So what is the problem? -- if he wants to get back together and so do you.

[maidah4]

He abuses me. I got back to him 7 times before! How many more times do I have to give him another chance and take oain and disappointment again!

[Wondergirl]

he abuses me. i got back to him 7 times before! how many more times do i hav to give him another chance and take oain and disappointment again!

You do NOT have to give him another chance! Move away and into your own happy future.

[maidah4]

Yea that's what the problem is! Just too exhausted and tired. Its been 2 months. No improvement.

[Wondergirl]

yea thats what the problem is! just too exhausted and tired. its been 2 months. No improvement.

No improvement in what?

[maidah4]

My misery. I cry like nuts. Never wanted it to end. I did every possible thing! Never asked anything in return.

[maidah4]

I get suicidal thoughts and want to harm myself! Sometimes when I look down from the height, I lose control. I feel like I'll jump down from there if I don't move away from it

[Wondergirl]

So stop being hysterical and self abusive. Take control of your emotions and take back your power.