[Memori]

Hi,My girlfriend and I have been together a month and 2 weeks now.. not long but we have a connection that we both know of that's very uncanny and strong we felt each other mentally spiritually and physically.Everything was going great until her Ex realized she has someone and started lurking around saying that they loved her and don't want to see them with anyone else... Now my girlfriend is thinking about the Ex more than she thinks of me and she claims that the feelings she had for the Ex was over with but she claims that the love for the Ex is growing back again.Even though she always gets rejected from the Ex she feels love hate sad and rejection all in 1 for them.. She has slot going on home issues work and now our relationship is being sabotaged by the Ex and she claims she's hurt because she's hurting me and she don't want to hurt me and she's broken heart now that she keeps saying she don't deserve me because what she did.she claims she also have not cheated but she felt a desire mentally to have sex with the Ex and that's cheating already.. She now can't go on knowing that she has all my love as a human and I don't have her's hence she is falling for the Ex again she claims the Ex always had that strong hold on her because she had Love the person and still do but taught it was a friendly love that she got over.. now she wants us to be like friends so she can sort herself and find where her heart is.As much as I'm supporting Her its hurting me badly to know that I must forget about my emotional side and just pretend like I'm not in love like we don't be making love like we never had it going on.. She now those not tell me anything really and acts really good at it.. Its hard and tuff but I want to see the outcome I am waiting for her.. She says she wants the time to sort herself and we should be friends because she can't sort herself when where together because she feels to emotional and hurt knowing I'm here hurting and she hurts more when she knows that so as of 2 days now where acting the friend role.I have not asked her if she started sorting herself and I have not asked her when she finish sort herself how will I know.. I have not asked her anything hat I want to ask because everything now seems like I don't want to ask because I don't want to push her away or loose her I feel sick and like I'm dying to feel I'd even loose her.. I just want her to fall in love with me again..