[spetaccio]

My fiancé choked me tonight multiple times and covered my mouth when I tried to scream. I could not breathe. Couldn't even take in a breath. It was the first time I really felt as though he could kill me. I live in fear of what it will be like when he is gone yet I know this makes no sense. I blame myself because I have made my share of mistakes in the relationship. I don't know how to make myself leave.

[Wondergirl]

Why are you typing this? Why aren't you at the police station?

[Fr_Chuck]

You call the police and report him, You walk out the door and don't go back.
You must have been abused for a long time for you to feel this is your fault.

The only way it can be your fault again is if you don't just walk out. Go to family, to a shelter, anywhere. If he goes to work, pack a bag and leave then.

You don't need help, you need to do it.

[spetaccio]

You are right. I need to stop making excuses and just do it.