[imNO1]

Hi everyone! I'm new here and I have a very big problem. I have just discovered my homosexuality some months back. I met someone one week ago on Facebook and we became very good friends. We both are boys and finally we fell in love!!

It's the first time that I am in relationship with a guy. I love him very dearly but the problem is that I'm not sure if it he loves me equally. At first, he made all he could do to meet me but now he started working and he seems to be forgetting that I exist. Sometimes his mobile is switched off and I can't join him sometimes for ONE whole day. For me it's a lot. I miss him very very much and not hearing about him makes me suffer a lot!!

But then the following day he calls me and explains that his mobile was out of battery and he did not have his charger to charge his mobile as he was in holiday at his aunt's place. I explained to him how much I endured when I missed him and he promised not to do it again. Now since yesterday it has been the same! His mobile is switched off! I can't join him neither on his mobile nor his home number. It is really killing me inside!

Now I reach my question, does he love me as I do love him? Does he endure the same pain that I do when I did not get a sound nor a glimpse of him? Does he miss me when I'm not here? Finally my most great question is DOES HE LOVE ME? Thank you a lot for your help.

[J_9]

You sound very needy. You are smothering him. Give him some space before you totally turn him off.

Now, for the important question. Is he gay too? How old are the two of you?

[Homegirl 50]

Dude you met this guy a week ago. What do you mean you're in love?
You are probably smothering him and you sound way too needy.
Let him contact you if he wants to.

[imNO1]

You sound very needy. You are smothering him. Give him some space before you totally turn him off.

Now, for the important question. Is he gay too? How old are the two of you?

Yeah!. he's gay too!. im sure I love him very much!. I know its been only two weeks but I love him a big deal!. I cannot stop thinking of him!. I miss him a lot!. but does he feel the same?. I'm scared of suffering because I remember those days when I didn't get to join him and I suffered a lot!. this made me lose taste in everything!. what should I do?. if one day he leaves me I will be completely destroyed!.

[Homegirl 50]

You are too needy and insecure. This is some intense stuff for knowing someone a couple of weeks.
I'm sure this guy's feelings are not the same as yours as he is not all over you like you are with him.
Step back and take a breath.
If he contacts you, fine. Otherwise give him some breathing room.

[J_9]

You can't LOVE someone in two weeks. It takes time to develop actual love.

[imNO1]

you are too needy and insecure. This is some intense stuff for knowing someone a couple of weeks.
I'm sure this guy's feelings are not the same as yours as he is not all over you like you are with him.
Step back and take a breath.
If he contacts you, fine. Otherwise give him some breathing room.

Yeah, I have once done it. I mean that I have once waited for him to contact me on his own, but it continues on one day, TWO DAYS and even 3 DAYS!. then I can't resist, I call him on my own but then he explains to me that his phone was switched off and bla bla bla.. pfff!. I believe him because he seems sincere... then he do it again and again... when I get to talk to him he says he missed me and all.. when I asked him if he was sure, he says yeah completely!. we got to talk this morning and he said that he has been preparing for his cousins' wedding and he don't get the time call me!. he said he will call me after the wedding... what to do?. should I believe him?. the thing is that I can't take him out of my mind!. if I try to forget him, this really hurts me inside!. help me please!.

[Homegirl 50]

You are obsessed. Are you this way with everything?
Let the guy call you when he can. If you don't hear from him, it will be because he does not want to talk to you.
Desperation is not attractive. Do you have friends, a life?

[imNO1]

You are obsessed. Are you this way with everything?
Let the guy call you when he can. If you don't hear from him, it will be because he does not want to talk to you.
Desperation is not attractive. Do you have friends, a life?

Yes I do have friends.. I even have lots but they aren't that close to me, so I don't have faith normally on them... no one around me know that I'm gay...
Only me and the one I love is aware of that... it is also the same for the guy I love...
I trust him completely and he always advice me to do so... I have always been in relationship with girls before and now you see, its different.. I know what love is because its not the first time that I feel this way... I have love guys before but I was also aware that I this love was not possible, so I tried and I dug this love deeply away!. now it's the first time that my love is possible and I'm even with the person I love... so you understand me?. and losing him will be an immense suffering because I've already experienced that and for that I'm really scared!. I don't want to suffer!. I hope you understand?. if he don't love me and I'm aware of that now, it would be okay.. I would do my best to forget him.. but if he keeps on telling me that he loves me and my love for him keeps growing and growing, and if he leaves me or loose interest in me, I will be destroyed!. I love him too much!. so what to do?.

[Homegirl 50]

How old are you?

[imNO1]

How old are you?

I'm 16...

[Homegirl 50]

I thought you were about that age.
You have taken what I assume is your first relationship way too serious.
Ease up some, give this guy some breathing room. Enjoy your life, it does not begin and end with him.

[imNO1]

I thought you were about that age.
You have taken what I assume is your first relationship way too serious.
Ease up some, give this guy some breathing room. Enjoy your life, it does not begin and end with him.

Yeah!. I think you're right!. I will do that!. thank yOu very much for your help!.

[Homegirl 50]

Good luck. I wish you well.

[imNO1]

Good luck. I wish you well.

Hey!. this morning he sent me a message on Facebook telling me that he miss me a lot and that he still loves me!. I didn't reply him! And later on, he sent me another one saying that he misses me a lot and he wrote some sweet words which touched me!. I felt him like before he was!. what's happening?. this has awaken the love I had!. so I replied him back saying that I missed him a lot too and that I was happy that he wrote me those sweet words and to contact me when he is free as I have been retaining myself from calling him since the past 5 days and as per your advice, I gave him some space!. till now he has not called me!. I have been waiting for him to come online since morning and he didn't come, so I think he might not yet have seen the message!. so what do I do?. wait for him or call him?. should I continue leaving him space after seeing the message he sent me?.

[C0bra_M3nace]

You gave him the opportunity to call you, so just hold your shorts and wait.

[Homegirl 50]

You give him the chance to call you or respond. Don't smother him. That is desperation and desorption is not attractive.

[imNO1]

You give him the chance to call you or respond. Don't smother him. That is desperation and desorption is not attractive.

Okay!. Thanks!. I'll do that!.

[imNO1]

Hi!. I am gay and its been three weeks now that I love a guy and we are together... I went out with girls before and now its my first experience with a guy!. his name is K... with all the girls I went out with before, I didn't experience true love and this time I love k deeply... No one around me know that I'm gay and it's the same for K.. when he proposed me, I asked him that it should be kept as top secret and he liked my request!. During the past 3 weeks I've been feeling comfortable and now I'm sure that gay is my identity!. I don't know how to say it, but this feeling gave me the courage of accepting that I'm gay when my friends bully me!. what shOuld I do?. I am a christian from the assemblies of God church and my parents also... I'm sure they would not like it and I live in country where homosexuality is treated badly!. should I continue to hide it or reveal it to my parents and my surroundings?. please help!

[Fr_Chuck]

how your parents treat you when you tell them is up to your relationship with them.

The Assembly of God Church teaches that being Gay and homosexual is a serious sin and not within Gods will. You will not have any leadership roles in the church and your parents may assume need to repent from this.

All fundamental Christian faiths do not accept homosexual behavior as acceptable. They may love you as a person but will feel you are not saved and are not living within Gods plan.

I do not believe in living a lie and that hiding or lying to others about who you are and what you do is not an acceptable thing either.