[Christian canas]

So me and my girl broke up April 24 and we kind of been up and down since we did not brreak up because either of us cheated but because I was to jealous.. well after the break up I thought oh shell get back with me and she was until she heard a few rumours which she believed... Anyway she went to my high school graduation and not only that we would see each other for at least once a week.. we made out and she would tell me she missed me... but she can't take me back so it was weird as some days would go by we would be like strangers up until last week where we started having conversations and we talked Thursday night and I told her I had something for her and she accepted it gladly the next day which was Friday I called her early in the morning and asked her to go have
Lunch with me and she agrreed.. so I basically gave her a note book full of all of our memories since we been together and she told me after she read it she was going to call me but she never did so I eventually texted her asking what she was thinking and for about two days she wouldn't give me an answer she would just tell me "oh ill text you later " or " yah well talk about it on the phone.. so I finally asked her so your not telling me what your thinking I need to know and she told me oh I lost feelings for you... But that Friday that we grabbed lunch it looked like she still liked me she hugged me tight and I kissed her on her forehead... and I thought oh may be she will give me another chance... But like I said she told me I lost feelings for you which I don't believe... so for now I'm just going to stop contacting her.. for the last two months I've been trying and trying to get back with her at points it seems like a yah and at others it just like we are strangers.. But I love her ): so what should I doo...