[endlesslove230]

Even since I was little I liked to learn something new every day, so when I started to go to school one could hardly get me to do something else besides styudying. This behaviour got worse as the time passed, so I didn't make many friends, in fact everybody (except adults) turned into enemies for they believed me to be a weird swot. Honestly, I never cared about what people said about me until last year when I realized that I studied all my life and I still know less than others who waste their time doing nothing all day long. So I cut back on studies for a few months and focused on learning only what's important and useful besides having a very active social life.

I have to mention that I've always been a very shy person but these months I did my best to get rid of this habbit and I succeeded almost every time. Now I really have to apply myself more to studying for the final exams but after only one day of more intensive study I got back to my old habbit. It seems like as soon as I get my attention focused on one thing, I cannot easily move to another and I hate acting weird and shy around people just because I need to study. I enjoy what I learn right now and I strongly need to study, but I don't want it to keep my mind busy every moment or put me in a bad mood.

I'm tired of making up excuses for my unappropriate spirit, so what can I do to swing to a better mood or keep a permanently good mood?