There are a number of reasons a spirit can enter a person's life. The family trauma you bring up could be one of the reasons. I'm not going to speculate on your relationship issues, but any number of traumatic or severely emotional situations can indeed open a person up to demonic attack.
I'm not sure why are questioning what you believe in regards to your family issues. Perhaps if you elaborate I might be able to help.
If you are a believer, do you feel comfortable bringing this issue up to your pastor/priest?

Originally Posted by
Rorzyn
The following events have happaned to me after I broke up with my ex and selfharmed due to the pain which I was goin through due to that as well as family problems.
My first experience which I do not understand is when I was waiting for the train, the time seemed to start moving faster, I also seen small cloulds move fast changing shapes etc. Then I got on the train and on there I felt like I was being pushed out of my body and the hands I was looking at were not mine. I felt aggressive and wanted to leave the train but I had to go home.I started to feel more dragged out of it and it felt like I was inside someone elses body just looking over them. I felt fear and anger and started praying. After I mentioned Jesus's name I felt reliefed and I came back to normal.
I was also going to sleep one night and could not sleep I felt watched, I started sweating and had a constant feeling that someone was around me and things just did not feel right.
Last night after I left the train I had a feeling I was being watched and thought I heard noices in the bushes, I looked away and looked back and I had this white flash only a second flying towards me and screamed once, it felt like I was entered by some kind of spirit, after that I had extreme goosebumpbs and constent tingling going through me. In this moment I have also started praying.
I am believer but sometimes have doubts as to what is going to my family, could you please tell me what was happening and why?