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C0bra_M3nace · Jun 23, 2012, 07:54 AM

Originally Posted by Mazda619

To be honest in the first place It wouldn't surprise me if he has thought it at one stage. There was even people talking about me and saying they prob thought I was gay, which I found out through telling them.

Yeah on 2 exams I got less then a combined score of 25 and this was one of the major end of year ones. I suck at just about everything (not some skinny person 2).

Even relationship with parents has always been bad (reason why I hadnt told them untill a couple of weeks ago)

That doesn't mean anything. I failed a lot of things in middle school, barely scraped by, and I took all easy courses in high school. I can barely get into college with what I've got, but guess what. I've got a good job, with good pay, good pension eligibility, lots of room for advancement, and I love what I do. Never thought I would be here today, but I am. I'm good at what I do, I learned quickly, didn't have any formal training and I was one of the youngest guys doing it around here.

Takes some time for some people to figure out what they're good at, but you should be proud of yourself no matter what.

Mazda619 · Jun 23, 2012, 07:59 AM

I hate to say it but to me that last line

"but you should be proud of yourself no matter what"

Is easier said than done.

Unless the music industry decides to stay as awesome and as strong as it is now then maybe yeah that Line would come true for me.

C0bra_M3nace · Jun 23, 2012, 08:03 AM

Originally Posted by Mazda619

I hate to say it but to me that last line

"but you should be proud of yourself no matter what"

Is easier said than done.

Unless the music industry decides to stay as awesome and as strong as it is now then maybe yeah that Line would come true for me.

It is easier said than done, but it's only as hard as you make it.

Mazda619 · Jun 23, 2012, 08:17 AM

Yeah well your right there. And please don't hate me for this

Is that how you all see it though like as some selfish act or something if I was to tell him.

That's not me getting angry or anything or that its me trying to get my head around things

Homegirl 50 · Jun 23, 2012, 08:22 AM

You will be fine. Most of us here have been through those awkward teen years and survived. More survive than not.
Dating right now is only a part of your life. Concentrate on school and what you want to be doing in the future. Don't get hung up on the small stuff. Life can be hard, but it is doable. Lighten up on yourself, don't make things harder than they are and don't doom yourself before you even get started.
This guy probably knows you're gay and does not care. He is your friend. He respects your gayness. Respect his straightness and keep your feelings to yourself.

Mazda619 · Jun 24, 2012, 07:38 AM

Yeah he already knows that I am and then he was the one to help me to tell my parents.

Yeah and as always and at times it is hard for me to admit it but you are right even white that last post and some of the elements with in it.

Honestly thank you and I really do mean it

Homegirl 50 · Jun 24, 2012, 07:42 AM

You are quite welcome.
I wish you well

Mazda619 · Jun 25, 2012, 12:18 AM

Yeah you to. :)

Mazda619 · Jul 1, 2012, 02:57 AM

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