[anotherguy]

I'm 17 we started going out when we were 15. We got together on October and had our first kisses ever on 10/10/10 ( not on purpose). We became madly in love with each other and then I messed up on our anniversary I wanted to party together so I made plans to have a little party with some friends and het, before setting it up I asked her if she wanted to go on a real date, or if a party would be okay. She said a party would be okay. Day of the party she cancels and goes home and other people are relaying on me for rides and stuff. I continue to have a party and end up getting messed up and kiss another girl. So my girlfriend breaks up with me. We get back and then she breaks up after a week because she can't handle it. We get back together and then later I yell her I used to have a crush on another girl before I was with her and that I might like that person a little. I realize I've been really dumb that two months and things start getting better then a month later she breaks up with me for serious. We hung out a bit as friends and we both still loved each other and I'm missing her and confused. We font get along and she cuts off contact and tells me she doesn't give a **** about me. I start to recover and then she starts contacting me not wanting us to hate each other.

We are sort of friends now but it's weird I still love her and understand she was angry at me. She says she loves me too but doesn't want to be in a more than relationship. I really care for her and she is my first live and I just want to be back with her but she just wants to be friends. I can't do that, I love her too much to just be friends and she says she loves me to but can only be friends.

Sorry for the wall of text but we've been apart 4 months and I can't take it and recently she wants to be friends but just friends. Can anything come of this? What do I do now? Help.

If we continue to be friends and go do friend thing just together can things turn back into a love relation ship. Like we are going to the movies thus weekend and I view it as a date with her sort of but only kind of, does she really just want to be friends.

What do I do I really care for her and love her and she says the same thing back, but only wants to be friends.
Can something still come from this?
She means so much to me and I love her, I'm so mixed up I can't stand it. He says she lives me but can only be friends I'm so confused and I just live her with all my heart and I just want to be together.