[talaniman]

I love it when people are on the right path, and still hanging in there. Say hello to the cat!

[NeckerCube]

... it's amazing it's been over a year already...

... it's also weird that things have dramatically changed...

I still have to meet my old best friend in person... we've only been chatting online for a month now, but it's as if nothing happened...

However I was sad last night... I feel it might have been because I messed up my med schedule, so I got an emotional outburst, but I was just thinking about the Future again, and I'm sad because I have other problems other than relationships...

It's silly, how now I have different problems like my career, savings, etc..

I was thinking about reaching back out to my therapist. I don't know if I mentioned it but ever since my car accident I stopped seeing her... abruptly I might say because she doesn't even know what's going on now, it's kind of like I disappeared...

It might be better this way... but I feel like she should know I'm heading in another direction now... I felt the same way about you guys...

I'm afraid to re-read my initial post... it's kind of like how I'm afraid to read old letters from ex girlfriends... I still have them...

I can't let go... and to get into detail, I've re-enabled all my social accounts, for a while I was still checking that one girl's Facebook, and I was still wanting to talk to her...

Like I said a thousand times... I still want to talk to her...

So I blocked her from my chat :D

I'm excited about this new girl I've found interest in... but it's nothing special.

This girl, I've had a crush on her ever since I moved here; she works at the Sushi Restaurant as a waitress, and finally, finally, I had the guts to go talk to her at a bar... quick rewind... about two months ago, I decided to hand her my business card with a message on the back... asking her for coffee PS: a ride.

She never texted or called. I was bummed, but got over it. I thought I'd never go back to the restaurant or speak to her, but now this... now what?

She told me, like she did with new friends I've met here, oh yeah, I met new friends and I now routinely go out to shoot pool.

She told me, "I am not interested in having a boyfriend relationship. I', happy being single. I was in a 6 yr. relationship."

So now what? I run in the other direction right? She said she'd be my riding partner (motorcycle), but maybe we were all just drunk...

I must stress, I really like this girl... I like her so much I couldn't even speak to her... she said I'm really quiet, I explained that it's hard to chit chat with waitress...