[johnkap]

I am a 47 year old man. I will keep this as short as I can. Last year a 21 year old boy was secretly buying me drinks. After He bought me 5 beers his friend clued me in who he was.I also noticed that each time I went to the restroom that he had followed me in. This guy is a good looking kid... almost pretty. In fact if he was to dress in drag he could pass for a girl.When I went to the restroom again... There he comes right behind me. I noticed that he was trying to get a look at my penis... But it didn't bother me a bit. I was flattered that this kid could have any girl he wanted,but he wanted me. So the final time I went to the restroom he followed again and stood next to me. I was pretty drunk so I thought what the hell and I leaned back giving him a clear veiw.I remember the cute smile that he had on his face and his perfect teeth. I told him thanks for all the beers he had bought me and he looked down at his penis and turned towards me.So I thought id make his day, so I looked at his and he was totally hard. Mine was still out and I got rock hard in less than 5 seconds not even touching it. I was so into the moment, and so turned on, I felt myself leaning towards him just to let him know that I was OK with him and I was so ready to kiss his soft lips and maybe even grab his ****. It never entered my mind that I was acting gay. I just saw a **** that wasn't sick looking with a perfect head on it, a beautiful smile and a hot little *** too. So we took a step towards each other, our ****s were about a foot apart and suddenly the restroom door opened and someone came in so we quickly pullled our pants up over our hardons. I was so bummed out, but yet relieved nothing happened.The next thing I noticed he was walking out the door. For the next two hours I couldn't get up from the table because of the bulge in my pants. When I got home I masturbated thinking about all that happened. I still now very often think of him while doing that. All I have to do is think of him and I get hard.This was a year ago and I saw him one time since at a gas station, and I hid behind the slush makers. I now have gone on gay porn sites to see if I can find a young guy that looks close to him. It usually takes hours to find one because of that soft look.I want to just run my tongue all over his body and just dying to give my first blowjob to him. I always was kind of grossed out by semen but I KNOW I would go all the way on him.I am going crazy that I didn't even get his name. I have never been attracted to any guys before this or after.(other than if I find a look-a-like on the gay twink site) It did cross my mind about our age differece after the fact. I still have a girlfriend and have told her what happened and she's OK with it.She said since he's that cute I should try to find him for the two of us to have him. So is this one time gay thing, and that nothing actually happened make me bi or gay?

[Fr_Chuck]

Assuming you are serious, if you want sex with just men, you are gay If you want sex with men and women you are bi,

[JudyKayTee]

FrChuck has it right - but I don't see a word about any women so I'm guessing you are gay.