[Cutloose2]

Hi All, I dumped my girlfriend 2 days ago, we have been seeing each other for 5 months and I do love her to bits and she said/says she loves me.. however...
When she is sober she is great she's the sweetest thing, so caring so attentive, we both are and get on great... When she drinks she's a totally different person, she becomes aggressive and says and does the most silly things like hiding in cupboards or trying to order taxis to take her away... She says stuff like get away from me.. don't touch me.. get off me... that's just when I try to reason with her and say look stop being silly.. I have talked to her about this in the past and she always says she sorry and can't remember it.. Anyway the other night I went to her house an we where fine just messin about and having a drink then she starts getting drunk and saying get of and go away.. I said look stop.. she didn't so I walked out... I spoke to her the next day and she said she was sorry again and that she felt awful about it.. I said I couldn't deal with it anymore and told her how it made me feel i.e. alone, sad, confused how she could love me etc yet push me away.. She texted me later and said she was an idiot for losing me and that she knew she said sorry all the time but really meant it.. I just said look its no ones fault we are just different people etc.. I didn't want to put the blame on her or hurt her as I love her... Its been 2 days now a I asn'theard from her but I regret giving up on her because I love her but I don't know if its to late to go back. I want to support and love her.. why does she keep driving me away when she's drunk?. I do wonder if really she doesn't love me deep down an that's her way of showing it but if it was why be so warm when we are not drinking.. It doesn't make any sense to me an I'm confused to hell... Please any advice would be great. Thanks

[HellHound82]

As long as she drinks this will continue, have you tried to get her to stop drinking?