[spartan2155]

Today in the beginning of the school day my friend bought a shadow to school. A shadow is someone who follows you around the school for a day to see what its like. Anyway I kind of knew the kid and he was pretty cool... until the end of the day when I saw her talking to this girl I like and I went to school with her for 4 years and we know each other pretty well, I asked one of my friends what there doing and he said "he wants her to kiss him" and once he said that I was confused and mad at the same time. I had to walk away because I couldn't bear to watch it but then on the bus I was talking to one of her friends and she told me that she kissed her hand and put her hand on his cheek and that was it .so I thought that they were just going to be friends I guess... And then her friend tells me that she wished she kissed him on the lips. And that's where my heart just got destroyed... that was all I can't think about was her liking him the whole bus ride and I'm still thinking of her right now, it pisses me off and it always happens to me I feel like because I always find someone I finally like and I always think she's the one and then some bull**** like this happens... Is there anything I can do to at least get over it even though if he does come to this school ill see him with her everyday? I just want to at least try to make one last effort before she falls in love with him. Someone please help me.