[guitarteacher18]

I have a chronic spending issue, mostly on steam and itunes
I have a job but it pays verry little
My mom is incharge of my bank account and normally informs me when I accidentally go over my limit, but do to the fact that I have just receaved a new account after being irresponsible with my last one too, which is something I hate to admit, I assume the reason she hasn't alerted me that I have spent too much is because she forgot she even started me a new one in the first place
I'm scared to tell her because she keeps telling me about how proud she is of me because latley I've been a lot more responsible than I used to be
But I still catch myself buying things with my bank acount with the thought of, "I already owe the bank, whats an extra 10 dollars" which is stupid
I think I owe the bank about 80-190 dollars
I have been planning on getting another job along side my current one(teaching guitar) but still want to have a clean slate when it comes to money
I know when I tell her shel pay my debt, but I don't want her too, considering both my parents have helped my pay for dates in the past
Should I ask her too, or keep the debt and pay it back over time after telling her
I know I have to tell her but I don't know how exactly with out dissapointing her
And every time I get the chance I get to scared to ask
Can anyone help?
I really appreciate the help

[summer_girl]

Earn more, or spend less. Borrowing isn't an answer.