[Nadidan]

I dream that all the time I am followed by people that I don't know,they are invisible(but I have a feeling that I know them).In my dream they are following me every where,and I am constantly aware of the things I should say and the things I need to keep for myself.Somehow I want to show people around me that I can say more,even I want,because I am followed and saying anything can only hurt myself.
I one part of the dream there are 3 man that want to help me lead me to one room.At the entrance of the room I saw white light,I felt so good,so free... meaning "this is the end"And then on of them said "Actually!". There they explain me about me being followed and how I need to be prepared for everything.They even tell me what to say or do.I saw one friend of my betrayal me, but I didn't feel bad for her.I just wanted to get away and be save.
In one moment I sit in one room with 4 people,2 men,1 woman and me.The woman is representing her as my really close friend(I am conscious about her not being my friend)and I even knowing that she is helping the "enemy" I am listening to her,but not saying anything back.
I am dreaming this all night long,that's way there are more parts from it!

[khaiylaMae]

Maybe its representative of mistrust somewhere along the line, just create stories or read book before going to bed (: it should help, sorry I couldn't do more