[sunny12000]

Assalamalaiqum
I am a muslim.I believe in one Allah and love Almighty very much.I was/will trying to live in a islamic way and want to live in islamic way till my death.I offer namaz,fasting.Everythig was running fine in my life But unfortunately tragedy took place in my life for last two years and I have totally ruined.I am feeling very ashamed writing further.
Actually two-three times in last two years.I got uncontrolled in anger and abused to Allah.Even very bad abused to Allah.Also said "Saitan is khuda".
(This happened because I am very busy in my life and feel much problem in my life.)After doing this wrong deed ,I asked tauba to Allah soonly.
Is this a Shirk and wlll this type of Shirk(abusing allah) Allah forgive?
I am much tense and have fear of Allah. I want to repent
I have gone through internet and came to know that Allah forgive all sins if we repent sincerely before detah.

Is this a Shirk and wlll this type of Shirk(abusing Allah) Allah forgive?
Would Allah Forgive me?Please
I want to come back on Islam
How should I controlled on my tongue and my whole body?
Please reply.

[bluefairy_nebul]

Walaikum Salaam,

What you did is indeed a great sin. Allah has created us to worship him and he tests his slaves by diseases, loss of wealth, health, unexpected accidents etc. We will not live forever in this world and will have to go back to the place we came from.

You should read the biography of our prophet Mohammad(PBUH) and also about other prophets of Islam. Allah loves them the most. Do you think they lived a very wealthy and easy life?

The good thing is you have realized your sins Alhamdulillah. Repent to Allah sincerely. Inshaallah you will be forgiven by the almighty.

For detail see the following links.

http://www.islam-qa.com/en/ref/14289/repent

http://www.islam-qa.com/en/ref/34817/shirk

Thanks