[FloridaFisher]

Well, I'll update again.. lol..

So since I last was on I quit my old job and have been working construction since.. Finally on my way to stabilization.. It's OK.. Definitely not a career, but it pays the bills for now..

My ex decided to finally tell me she did sleep with that guy in GA.. Things were going well custody wise for a few months, but she decided that I worked too much so she'd just take him and move back to GA and not let me see him or talk to him. She told me she was going for full custody and hasn't answered the phone in about a month now. Worried sick over my son. It's not the best environment by far. Cops won't due anything due to it being a civil case and because there was no actual legal case, we just agreed out of mutual respect and love for our son. Boy, am I an idiot.

I've dated several women, but it was more about making friends and having fun. I regret none of them. Every woman has an interesting personality and a unique character.. I was happy to get to know such people, and to see that they're not all insane haha..

Still struggling to figure out who I am sometimes. I think that's my major fall back. I have no clue what I want or like or where I want my life to go. I'm not trying to label myself, but it'd be nice to have an idea on what kind of guy I am. Lol.. I think I'm catching on though..

I'm just learning how to smile and not over think everything. "keep it simple, stupid" sort of thing lol.. Gotten rough in life lately. I'm definitely being tested for what I've learned. Got to roll with the punches. My son being gone, working too many hours to have a life, mom and good friend have just been confirmed with cancer diagnosis', and being alone away from friends and family. Trying to keep my head clear is nearly impossible, but so far I'm managing..

It's been a really wicked few months lol.. Rediscovering myself and the world around. I was down and out so long that it's all so new to me.. It's a daily adventure, and I'm glad to be on it. I finally almost feel like a normal person rofl...

Well, I have two days left to kill this weekend.. Take care, y'all..
- Joe