[Kitkat22]

Thanks. I feel safe when i'm around people but then again only when i know them. I have alot of crosses around my house to protect us.

God is your protection. Find a connection with him.

[positiveparent]

Hello Leslie
I am hoping I can help you,

Ive read back through the posts is it just you and one sister, or is there another one?

Heres a few ways you can help yourself become more important. try them they will work,. but you will need to keep at them.

Help Your Mom whenever you can
Offer to do things for her.
Talk to her about how you feel, and tell her you feel unhappy and unimportant, Im sure she wouldnt want you to be unhappy, but if you dont tell her she wont know.

If your Mom asks you to help her with something, dont say oh in a minute or have her keep asking you, just go help her, talk to your Mom nice and she will talk to you nice, be your Moms friend, and youll find she will also be yours,

Ask you Mom can you do anything to help her and you will soon find that you are her special girl, Im sure if you can try to do these things, youll find you are important, and you are appreciated, its just that sometimes we need to make it a bit more obvious.

Honey you wont have PMS youre a little too young, and I hope you dont get it when youre old enough to either, its no fun.

Honey please dont think about killing yourself, you would break your parents hearts if you do this, honestly, I had a cousin aged 16 kill herself not 3 years ago, and ever since her Moms not able to sleep, keeps on wanting to know why, thinks her daughter hated her, thinks she was a bad Mom, and many other things, and her Mom found her dead so her last image of her little girl was not a nice one at all, it was her dead.

I know you might feel life a bum its not, if you can just try some of the things in this post Im sure youll soon discover life is worth living and you are wanted and loved, please dont put your Mom through what my cousin did to her Mom. You are Important, I think you are or I wouldnt be spending time writing all of this out for you, and others here feel the same, we appreciate you too. So please dont give up life is precious babe, and youre way too young to think like you do.

Ive now read through the thread and it seems our OP has cheered up somewhat.

I too like writing Ive written several poems, articles and essays, one of them has been plagarised to bits, its named a "Ravers Manifesto", you can look for it on google and read it maybe. If you do youll see I was also young and rebellious LOL.

Come back anytime, Lots of Love and Luck, please reply to this post.
Marianne aka pp