OK thanks J.
I haven't been to school all week because each tim ei wake up I just feel so tired and crappy I just can't do it. I can't focus on anything. Its terrible.
Yeah it probably has to do with grandma. I'm not really reacting much to anything. I'm not crying. I'm not anything. Its one of those empty depression types. I haven't showered (I need to :( ugh) I don't eat much and I'm not sleeping very good. I thinki I should start taking my sleep pills again.