[jcrux92]

It was the third grade we were in the same class. The second I saw her I knew for some reason I will be with her for the rest of my life. We use to take the same yellow bus together home I would sit across from her and I would always smile when looking at her but never brought up the courage to say something. Until the 5th grade when I wanted to show her how I felt about her I wrote a letter about how much I love her. Those were the happiest times of my life. When valintines day came I bought her a fake rose I thought this will seal the deal. After school with a big smile of my face I get on the bus and didn't see her I looked all over. I ask about where she was, my teacher told me she moved to Florida. I was crushed only in the 5th grade and I had these feelings. So 8 years later I find out she moved back and from that day I knew I will never let her get away. We went out she told about her boyfriend who proposed to her and how she is still in love with him. Even after hearing this I go out with her anyway and gave her the fake rose that was in my bathroom that reminded me of what I onced lost. These past days felt like the longest of my life. We talked until we fell asleep we went on webcam when ever we had the chance. I really opened up to her I told her how I really felt. Finally I kiss her. I thanked god that day for bringing her back to me. Then she gets back together with her "fiance" as if nothing happened. I think that she might have been just afraid to show how she really feels about me because of her being engaged, I don't know what to do, these feelings won't go away and it hurts just thinking about her. I just depend on time to pass my grief I suggest you do the same.

[Enigma1999]

Well my friend, it is what it is... I would have to say that the ball is in her court. She knows where you stand... I would let her make up her mind.

I thought your story was sweet, up until the part where there was cheating on her fiancé!

I mean, really, if she kisses you while engaged to another, what makes you think she wouldn't do that to you if you two were together. Kind of ruins the whole fantasy of the story...

[jcrux92]

We are 17 years old you don't think teens make mistakes?

[Enigma1999]

I believe that all ages can make mistakes... However, if she is old enough to be engaged, then she is old enough to know that kissing another guy is a big no no!

That's besides the point. You were honest and upfront with her from the get go.. The ball is in her park, and what ever will be will be. I wouldn't push the situation if I were you. That could really upset her, possibly to the point where she doesn't even want to be friends wth you.

I wish you luck!

[jcrux92]

I'm very grate full for your advice it really helped. But I forgot to mention that her so called fiancé broke up with her when we were going out.