[autumn19]

When I was little I asked my mom when we were going to move into the little pink house. She asked me what little pink house and I said the one we are going to move into. And she said we sre not going to move into a little pink house and we fought over it for a little while. Later my mom got thrown out of her house and decided to move in with her good friend. When we arrived at the house my mom goes please tell me that is not your little pink house. And she say sorry but that's my ugly little pink house.
A little while later I asked my mom what she was going to name the little baby in her belly and she argued that there wasn't a baby in there. Then her friend thought she was pregnant and made my mom take a test with her you just cause she didn't want to take one alone. When they looked at there tests my mom said chyann I must have your test. My mom was pregnant.
As I got older my dad decided he wanted to be part of my life and got custody of me. He stopped truck driving and got a job at old time pottery. He met a beautiful woman named Tonya. After she moved in with us my grandma moved out. I was 13 years old and talked to dad and Tonya about a dream that I had. I said we were in a car and I was in the back seat behind the driver. Then we got into a car wreck. In the dream I thought I died so I would always telll them I'm going to die in a car wreck. Also before I woke I noticed a big red truck. I thought we wrecked into it but I was also wrong there cause the truck had not even a scratch on it and it was still running. Well one day we were coming home over the mountains and a tree fell on our car. Me and my dad regained conchesness at the same time. I looked up front and started screaming I jumped out and so did my dad. He tried to get his fiancé out but he didn't know that she had been killed right when the tree hit. The police arrived they came and got me and told me to go with them to my dads ambulence. At this time I was 14 years old. When we got to the ambulence I happened to notice a puticular red truck. The same one that was in my dream still running with the head lights on. Tell me this stuff isn't just a cuwinky dink.

[cdad]

It can be many things. For one thing it may be nothing and your putting yourself into it. Then the other side is that you have some ability with atatchments. Bottom line is you have to learn to see what is really going on and not let it drive you. If you have a gift accept it and see where it leads but never try to force it.