[talaniman]

If she is not willing for you to move where she is, and try to woo her, then what's the real point?

Good grief, drop this female, and get your dream job, and someone will appear, while your building a life that you enjoy, without her.

If she is unsure after 5 years, then I doubt she was that thrilled any way.

[amicon]

It will get easier as the days go by. Make sure you stay busy and do things that make you feel better.
NC means no contact at all so no texts for Xmas.

[redhed35]

This is being way harder than I thought, today was the first day of NC and I managed to do it, but oh man, it took such a great force. I was thinking... what if we get to the 24 like this, you think I should send her a little txt that says merry xmas? nothing big, just a merry xmas heh.

She is not sending you any messages..

Just a little text,resets your nc at this stage,and all the pain of the last 24 hours will be in vain.

Let her think,and leave it alone.

[Bayoo]

Another day goes by of NC, today was still hard but easier I guess. I have noticed that I really go emo at nights and talking to people about it makes me feel extremely better. I don't know if it's because I'm talking about the problem, or because I'm talking about her, I think it's the latest =/

[talaniman]

Its called venting, and it feels good when you get things off your chest.

[vanheart]

Bayoo,

I was in an LDR for 5 years.
With someone that never really wanted to be together. As hard as I tried.

Don't waste anymore time on this.

Some people want us at a distance, but don't know how to be close or commit.

That's OK.

Stay NC & work on yourself. Stop the routine of calls, emails, etc.. Leave her alone.

Hard, believe me. I know. But so glad I did.

[amicon]

Vent here whenever you feel the need,that will help you stay NC-as you should.