Sweetie you need help with this, much more help then we can give you.
We're here to listen, no doubt about that, but you need to go to therapy and get all this out in the open.
Where is your father, can you turn to him for help?
How about an older sibling or Aunt, grandmother, some adult you trust?
You could go to the school counsellor, let him/her know what's going on at home. These peole are there to help you, and that's what you need right now, help.
You can't stay in this situation and you can't keep hurting yourself. You have your whole life ahead of you and though it may seem pretty bad right now, there is hope around the corner, you just have to find the right corner.
Come back and talk to us, let's see if we can figure out a way to get you the help you need.
P.S. Shaz, I had to spread the rep but I agree with everything you said. :)
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