[bummed89]

About 6 or 7 months ago I missed my period and took 3 pregnancy test. One a couple days before my period should have come and it said NO then took one a couple days after I was late and it said YES but the second line barely showed up. I was really confused on what to think and me and my boyfriend were in a bad fight at the time and didn't talk for two weeks so I had not told him. Then I got a really bad period and took a pregnancy test after a couple days and it said NO. I guess a miscarriage. I never went to the doctor to know for sure. Now my friend and sister who both are pregnant and live with me and I get all the symptoms of pregnancy and I never am. It really started bothering me a couple months ago and now I am wanting to have a baby. I feel I am missing out on what I should have had. I feel a empty spot every time I see them and hear them talking about being pregnant. After I finally told my boyfriend about what happen, (he was very concerned and caring about what I had been through and alone at that being we were in a fight) and letting him know how I feel, he tells me I only want a baby because of that and I am just jealous that they are pregnant which makes me upset and mad (of course). Now I know he isn't saying it in a mean way and doesn't know it affects me like that being I have never told him how I feel when he says it but. And I know reading this you might think I am crazy for wanting a baby with a man that says that stuff, but that's not how it is. I feel a comfort with him being I had already been through a experience like it before with him. What should I do? Wait awhile and see if I am not just feeling this way because of what happen 6 months ago or what?

[J_9]

Hun, how old are you?