I’m Jewish my wife was Catholic. I’ve posted a bit on this site. My wife died in 2009, we were together over 50 years, married over 46 years. When she died I wanted to kill myself what keeps me from that is I feel there is an after life but if I kill myself I won’t be with her. But with that I’ve told my kids I won’t let myself be hospitalized. Since my wife died I’ve been writing poems. HTTP://www.lovejoey-poems.blogspot.com