Originally Posted by
jenniepepsi
wow i missed a lot! im sorry!!
FirmBeliever, I have wanted to meet you for a long time! ive seen some of your posts and answers on the Islam board here at AMHD but never got to meet you yet.
Mostly, its that i have never believed God to be so unforgiving as many Muslims believe. I dont think he would hate us and turn his backs on us if we don't preform Salah. I am not sure about all the rules, restrictions, and regulations. it all confuses me and makes me wonder if God truly asked us of these things, or if it was an implication of man, that slowly turned from culture, to belief, to tradition, and then LAW.
I hope that makes sense. its so hard to explain. it just doesn't seem that Muslims have the VERY VERY CLOSE relationship with God that i seek. it seems so institutionalized and regulated. its not personal at all. at least as far as i can see.