Well, the apostle Paul wrote against homosexual behavior.. he said it was sin. That is kind of important before I fill you in. He said he died daily, ( psst. When you do that, you don't fulfill the lust of the flesh), he also said he was MORE than a conqueror, therefore he wasn't living in a active sin lifestyle. And that would include lusting after women as well. He said he forgot those things which were behind and pressed forward. He said he was in a race and he was running for the prize set before him which was Christ ( gosh, that doesn't sound like a guy boggled down with thoughts of another man) He said for him to LIVE was Christ and to die was to gain.. this wasn't a man struggling with some sin cycle. That wondergirl thinks he felt shame about. The man understood how to REALLY live and that was dying to himself, his wants, his thought, his needs and he gladly did it all for the Glory of Jesus. He DID in romans 7 give a picture of the man that struggled with sin the struggle EVERY Christian goes through in order to get victory and he gives the outline for victory in romans 8. This is cleary a man who understood victory over his flesh and it IS in fact demeaning to say otherwise.