So me and my ex had been together for nearly a year. We have broken up probably 12 times, but she would always take me back or come back. I really love her with all of my heart,but this time she broke up with me out of the blue. She said that she no longer has feelings for me and doesn't like me in that sense anymore. I'm having a hard time coping with this because I basically let myself become vulnerable to her. It's been one week and 4 days since the break up. At first she said she didn't want to talk or see me again. I tried my hardest to ignore her but caved this last Friday. She wouldn't answer or respond to me. Then she texts me on Sunday and apologizes to me. She wrote I'm an awful person so sorry that's all I wanted to say. I responded with something random like the scarf you gave me is really warm. Then, Monday she texts me a song by Atmosphere called Wild Wild horses. I didn't really get it and I hate atmosphere by the way, so I didn't even respond. I've been feeling so lonely and worthless,so this morning I called her and we talked. She seemed interested in talking to me. Anyway she basically said she has no feelings for me and doesn't want to get back together. I begged her to see her one last time and she was like I donno. I was like I need it for closure I want to give you back this ceramic heart you gave me etc. She said she didn't want it and to throw it out. I begged her to see me, and get coffee with me for like half an hour. She kept saying it wasn't a good idea and that she doesn't want to. As direct as she was trying to sound I made her laugh a couple of times and she seemed to be having fun, but for some reason she kept trying to suppress her feelings for me. I love her and miss her and got her to say yes. In fact I'm going to meet with her right now. I want advice on what to do and how to handle this. I really want her back and I'm leaving right now to maybe change her mind although I promised her I wouldn't mention the relationship and that this meeting is purely for closure. Please help guys!

I would let her do the talking and get the closure she seeks.
Stalking her is not going to win her back and maybe nothing can win her back.

Twelve break ups in one years time averages to once a month.That is a very poor track record.Whatever was wrong in your relationship kept happening again and again.Do you have any relationship communication skills,either of you?

Have realistic expectations based on what she is saying and doing and don't try to read more into the meeting than what it is.For your own peace of mind,you may just have to accept that this is the final break-up.

She seems confused give her time to think about it if u stalk her and beg to come back she won't like it...

Making up, to break up, just means your both not working together to solve your problems, and she has gotten tired of the mess. That can't be fun after only a year.

Now she doesn't want to talk about the relationship, so maybe its best to be friends, as you make a lousy couple.

Give us an update, as I think you have been demoted to the "FRIEND ZONE"

Hey I came back from the meeting,it was ing awful. I told her I loved her and wanted her back. She said that she no longer loves me and cannot be with me anymore. As I was driving to drop her off, Radiohead started to play and I cried with tears in my eyes. I've never cried since I was little,because my mother told me real men never cry. I broke my oath. She thought I was going to kill myself and kept calling me till now. I told her I'm sad but wouldn't do anything like that. It hurts so much when you love someone,and they don't love you back. I treated her like a queen, and she broke my heart. She says there's no one else,but just isn't in love with me anymore. She's 18, and I'm 19 and the reason she kept breaking up with me cause she's wasn't sure or something along those lines. I think she's just immature. I want to let go, but I keep wanting hold on. God, this hard

Yes,my friend,it is very hard.
Know that time really does make things better and there is tons of great advice on this board to help you get through a break-up.

You will go through many stages of grief and in the end ,you will come out a survivor.Stronger and wiser as well.

It's hard. I used to be a man. I feel worthless. Was I not good enough for her? We would never really fight, but how can someone have a change of heart, just like that.. And she always would do the breaking up, for no reason, as if the closer I got, the farther she would try to run. I will hopeless

Right now ,your emotions are so raw that to try to figure this out would be a waste of time and effort.
You may never know what drove her to feel the way she does.
You are not worthless simply because one girl decided she could not make up her mind.You are very young and you will have more loves in your life.
I promise you that in a few months time,you will look on this break up differently.
Give yourself time and please don't beat yourself up.

I'm sorry to hear about your break up.

You've broken up 12 times in 1 year. If you can't fix the problems that broke you up in the first 12 times, then you're just going to break up again.

You've given each other plenty of chances to repair the relationship, but if there isn't sufficient progress, someone is going to give up. I'm sorry to say, but it happens.

The best thing you can do is learn from the experience and move forward with your life. With time you'll realize that you're better off going your separate ways. On-and-off relationships are extremely unhealthy. One day, you will be in a much heathier relationship.

Know that you're not the only one suffering. Read the stickies at the top of the page: https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/relationships/

They really help in the healing process. The first few weeks of this breakup is going to be very painful. But with time, it will get easier. You just need a little patience with yourself.

Thanks guys. I see the beauty and it's nothing but time and a face to lose.It's just that I feel so alone. My friends and I have gotten out of touch over the past year. I feel like I have almost nobody to talk to. I've always depended on myself over the past years. This girl was the only person I let my guard down for. She touched me so much, I felt as if my life was taking on new perspective. Now a gaping hole has crashed through my reality. I'm going to try best to cope, as long as I have rational people like yourselves for advice. Thanks for reading and for me knowing at least somebody cares enough to share my pain.

Hey, I took this road. This exact road. She said the same thing, "I don't have feelings for you anymore." I saw my ex after the break up twice and told her I loved her/asked her to get back with me. I serenaded her with songs and gifts. I begged her to get back with me over the phone. Don't do it. Those were failures and bad moves. Stop talking to her completely. Do it now.

THERE IS NO CONVINCING HER. THERE ARE NO MAGIC WORDS YOU CAN SAY TO MAKE HER COME BACK.

You want to know how it turned out? I waited for a long time. A hell of a long time and she called me. I acted stupid and told her I loved her again. That was the end of everything. Her and I are done. She wanted to be friends and I said no because at that point I knew being friends was not something I could live with. I still have feelings for her but know we aren't meant to be. I have a new girlfriend now.

That's life. Honestly you have to throw away all hope. Girls only want what they can't have and she has you. Don't be hers. Don't be anybody's. Live for yourself.

We had broken up before the final one but I got her back that time. The reason I got back with her was because I didn't want her anymore and had moved on with my life. The reason why you aren't going to get back with her is because you won't want her anymore either. The feelings may always be there but you don't want her because you know she's bad for you and things will never work out.

Make more friends...

Seven weeks ago, my ex dumped me because she didn't have the same feelings for me anymore. It's painful, I know, but staying in touch with her at this point is only going to make it worse. Was she your first by the way?

Maybe check these out:
How to Get Over a Break Up - wikiHow
How to Cope With Emotional Pain - wikiHow

She was the first girl I loved. Let my shield down and everything. I've been hurting so bad that's she's even trying to help me cope which is confusing me further. I told her I want her back, she cried and everything. In the end she said she likes me enough to be friends, but doesn't love me anymore and insisted it would be unfair to continue the relationship. I told her that we could never be friends. She said if it's all or nothing that she chooses nothing. Man that hurt, like hell. We were texting and I begged for her back some more. Inside I knew my efforts were completely futile and felt disgusted with myself. I guess I've done more than enough to fight for it. I told her that I'm dead now and so are all my feelings. She pleaded for me not to end contact and ended u saying she really messed up, and that she loved me too. I haven't texted anything back. She just asked me if I was OK, but still I won't reply. This one is for my broken heart,and all the other people that chose to love and get hurt. Unrequited love is the most painful thing ever, because with every fiber of my being, I try to fight the circumstances. I think I'm fighting a losing battle. I'm not ready, but I'm trying to move on. Maybe she'll miss me when I'm gone.

Make sure you keep busy and see friends and family.
It's not a losing battle,your pain will go away,in time-just be patient with yourself. One day at the time.

I'm sorry about your pain, but she's made it perfectly clear that it's over. I know it's a hard pill for you to swallow, but you have 2 choices. You can either continue drowinng in your misery or you can man-up and move on.

It probably feels like the end of the world, but I'm sure there's another lady out there waiting to meet you. Just remember that you can't find anyone else to love if you just stay in and drown in your sorrows. Good luck!

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If you can't save the relationship, at least save your pride.

I feel for you, I really do. I recognize a lot of the feelings you describe. It's painful as ****, but like Devorameira said, we can either let it destroy us, or we can try to make the best of it and get our lives back on track. It's okay to feel down, but try to give yourself a break every now and then. Get out and be with friends, that helps a lot, even if it doesn't completely take your mind off things.

Hey I'm sorry for you loss. I too am fighting this battle and every advice these guys tell you is the bare truth. As crazy as it is... the sticky that are link are closest thing ull ever find a guide to recovering and maybe getting your ex back. Something that hit me yesterday... you really need to make yourself look like your OK. I mean imagine a girl who you don't with and she just cry and beg for you back , etc. Would you want her back or would you want a girl who is independent. Most of the time its all a mind game... in your own head. So you if you act normal and OK, you eventually be OK! Trust me Hang in there!

Yeah I to just had the same thing happen to me lol.Well I have not got that last meeting yet and I don't want it.But dog I know all to well, she's is gone for now my friend!! Give it some time and trying to find something new.It well be hard but that's all you can do.I just cried because man she was right there and now she is not.She has not called me in two day and I don't plain on calling her.Just have to get over this because man I love her now more then anything.But I hate that feeling!

Ex keeps texting and calling to check up on me. And for some reason keeps reinforcing how she's going to miss me. I mean jeez, why be so cruel..