Hey there. I've been in a serious relationship with a man I really love beyond a doubt and deeper than the earth for almost three years. At the beginning of this week he split up with me out of the blue. I have recently graduated and have moved home which is not far away from him now, which solved one of the problems we had, the distance. He's had a bad week at work so is feeling low, and his situation at home is not exactly his ideal with his parents hardly being supporting. We had plans together for when I got a job (which looks likely for the very near future) we could go live together as we always wanted. I believe he's done it because he's on a low and feeling discouraged because of his parents; they pretty much leave him to it, but don't offer any support or help, and recently told him they would not allow him to leave the house if he didn't have a job secured even if it was to live with me and I could support him. I know his parents well and we get on great. He claims that it is because the timescale, he want us to be together now (I get the impression of "if not yesterday" too).
Yesterday he wanted and needed my company, he admitted that yesterday he wanted me back. Other than that, he's been putting a stubborn mask on, trying to justify what he's done.
I have been very very depressed and upset since it happened, I have never cried so much in my life, and the pain is deep and razor sharp. I love him totally and I believe that behind that mask he still loves me too, he admitted he does but says he can't voice it because he split us up. I know that because I love him so much I should let him go if that's what he wants, but because I love him so much, I can't. I really really want and need him, and he wants and needs me even though he denies it. What is he doing? What should I do? I want us to be together as we always dreamed.