Just in case you think about breaking NC.
So, I have been on NC for only 5 days right now. My ex emailed me last week saying she tried to call me because she is having some family issues. So, like an idiot I rush to her aid. Give her my office number and cell number (I had changed my cell so she couldn't call, and she never had my office number). So, for four days last week I check up on her. After Friday I was like, no more! Today, the 5th day of NC I decided to make sure if she is still doing all right. Her response:
"Everything is fine, thank you for asking. I am going to Coldplay tomorrow night."
We were supposed to go to this concert. I totally forgot they were in town. I have also heard that her newbie Chris (whom she has denied twice within the past two weeks she is even seeing) is taking her to this concert. So, now of course I feel sad and to the point of tears at my freaking office!! Let that be a lesson. NC is the only way, because it SUCKS when you break it! I am not back to square one, but it is just picking at a scab that isn't ready to be picked at yet. Trust me!