So my boyfriend and I are doing good. We're happy together, but just yesterday was the 1st time I saw him got drunk, like really drunk. I felt so weird. Since I don't like drunken people so I asked for a break. He is not a kind of person who is drunk all the time. It was just 1-2 a month. So while he was laying in bed, I was checking his cell phone, I know its sneaky. And actually nothings really significant, just I still saw his ex's name on his contact list. Even though they are not contacting each other, but I still felt so jealous. He told me its just a name to him, he doesn't even care about it anymore.
So I'm thinking now if I'm overreacting about him getting drunk?? I sent him an email telling him that we needed a break. He called me so many times and I didn't pick up. He also sent texts saying that he wanted to talk about it and felt so ashamed, so sad and that he didn't remember what happened. I really miss him but I also don't want things like that happen again. I don't know if I should talk to him anytime soon or just leave it. I feel like I'm not communicating healthyly.