Planned break up and back together, could it work?
Hello, my first post here. Me and my girlfriend have been going out for 4 1/2 years. We're both out of high school(im 22 she's 20) and I am now going to school 6 hours away for the next 6 months. Before I left she said she wants to break up for this 6 months because when we met she was pretty square and never had a single life(never even kissed another guy) and she says she wants to be able to have that experience of being single if we end up together in the long run then she can be sure we're meant to be. I actually agreed to this then I got here, missed her a lot, called her a week later saying I don't want this I just want you and can't bare the thought of you with another guy. She says no I still want this break up. It pisses me off because I feel like a fallback plan. It makes it tough because she texts, emails and calls quite a bit and it feels like we're still together and she says she 100% wants to be in 6 months but it just doesn't feel right to me. She also wants to visit and for me to visit within these 6 months a few times, but its what she called a "free pass" for me to hook up with other girls while I'm here(I just want her). Where do I go from here? Move with her plan and start meeting girls here or what? This is causing me a lot of emotional stress. Thanks in advance.