Please excuse the wide array of emotions. And if things don't make sense sometimes.. I'm just typing what pops into my head.


Ex,

I have mixed feelings about this. I want you in my life as a friend, but I know that no matter how far along down the road we get, there's always going to be that tension. I can't believe that you lied to me about her. You would sit at work on the computer just to keep in touch with her. That is PATHETIC. She is three years younger than you, she JUST turned 18, and I'm really ing angry about this. Whatever kind of "relationship" you guys had before we were together should be forgotten by now. I know there was nothing but pure physical attraction with you two. I gave you that, and so much more. I moved across the country with you when you went off to college. I supported you, cooked for you, took you places, and you all over me. Speaking of which, you just graduated from one of the most prestigious motorcycle schools in the (world, probably), and ALL YOU WANT TO DO IS SEE HER. I know you're online, all ing day. You are a loser. You claim that you want to be with your friends/family right now.. but yet you sit on your ing computer talking to her, sending her messages, etc. You are such a -whipped douchebag. I hate you. But I still care about you. I hope you have fun throwing your education away and basing your decisions around this one girl. I hope she cuts your ing heart out and slices it up, then hands it to you on a platter. You deserve that after that you pulled with me. We were together for a year and a half. And you claim that you were telling everybody that you were planning on breaking up with me months ago? And you tell me two weeks before we move back home? What was that you pulled in the hotel room on the ride up here last week, you were being so ing affectionate I thought you'd changed your mind and wanted to be with me. You will realize how much I gave in our relationship, and you'll miss my touch, my laughter, my personality. You'll come running back. And you know what? Right now I'm not sure if I'm strong enough to tell you no. This past week has dragged on like a month to me. I don't want you to completely cut me out of your life. You know what, I ing hate you for what you did. You threw me away just to get with some girl you've been obsessed with. You're in love with an illusion. You are a self-centered piece of . How can you accept the fact that, just days before you broke up with me, I wrote you a letter letting you know how much I love you and care for you.. yet you still stood there and watched me ing fall apart when you broke up with me. You stood there and watch me ing cry, you saw my heart shatter. I gave you my soul, and you ripped me apart just because you want to sleep with that girl. I ing hate you. If I could, I would wish you to feel the way I feel. I think about you all the time, and it's emotionally devastating. I want you to know the pain of a broken heart, I want you to cry yourself to sleep at night. I want you to have to force yourself to eat, sleep, or drink just like I have been doing for the past three weeks since our split. I want you to ing fall apart. I hope that someday, when you give your heart out, they sabotage it and watch you cry, without showing any glimmer of emotion. You'll know how much this hurts, and you will realize that you are a ing .

No, I don't want you to be in pain. I want to hold you, and kiss you, and love you. I want your arms around me, I want your breath in my ear, and I want your warmth at night. I want to forgive you and put this behind us. I don't want this animosity. I want to talk to you all the time. I miss everything we had. I miss being anxious and happy for you to come home from school, I miss falling asleep with you, I miss doing absolutely nothing on Saturdays with you, I miss your tickles and our wrestling matches. I am still in love with you and I'd give my world up to have you back. I want you to want me, so bad. I want you to think of me at night when you're falling asleep. Most of all, I just want you.


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I feel like a psycho, I feel weak and I hate this. I know this will pass, but it hurts so much.

Dear Ex,

I could not have been more happy with the year and a half that you spent with me. It was my first relationship, and I was worried about how the experience would be, but you showed me how wonderful loving someone can be. And being loved is by far the greatest thing I have ever felt. Hundreds of my fondest memories have you by my side, and you became one of the most important parts of my life.

Unfortunately, your feelings changed for our relationship. So you ended it. I still don't know what I did to make you leave me. You tell me you love me, I tell you that I love you, but it's not enough. And then you tell me you've been feeling like this for the past 10 weeks. 10 weeks? Why didn't you talk to me about it? I was new to everything, trying to be a good boyfriend to the best of my advantage, I haven't had the experience you have. But, one thing I'm sure is that a relationship relies on good communication. It is not good communication for your feelings to be changing because of anything, maybe something I said/did, and not to talk to me about it. You should've known I would have done ANYTHING in my power to fix things. I can't read your mind, and I'm sorry you couldn't approach me with your feelings.

You did dissapoint me though. We're broken up four days, and you've already drunkenly made out with your guy friend you told me never to worry about. I didn't worry ever. Why? Because I trusted you. I trusted you so much. And to do something like this four days after our relationship ends shows me that you may be a different person than I thought. If you can get over it that easily and already fool around, it makes me feel like I meant nothing to you. You further dissappoint me, however, when you took advantage of my vulnerability. You knew I wanted you back, to be together again. Even though you didn't want to get back together, you missed having me as someone to talk to, as your friend. Well you can't have your cake and eat it too. But you wanted to, so you told me we'd try to start things over. So we started talking, dating here or there, and then two weeks into it you tell me something that breaks my heart even further. "It's not exclusive." I still love you. And loving you means that I can't be a friend right now, it's too hard, but you made me one without my knowledge. I was working so hard to show you my feelings, to show you how much I loved you and how hard I'd try to fix things, and I thought we were doing this "together". But that was not the case, because you were running around doing your own thing while I put in all the effort to repair what we had, and you led me on to believe we were a couple again when we weren't. I can't believe you'd make me go through something like that; you know how hurt I am.

I'm done playing games now. If you don't want to be with me, it's time to go separate ways. I'm sorry if it stresses your life further. And I'm sorry if you want to be friends and I can't do that, but I need to look out for myself. You've taught me a lot, and I thank you. But now it's time to repair and rebuild. I'm moving on. Please give me my space, I need it. Don't message me, it's too hard to ignore you and I don't want you to think that I don't want to talk to you, but I can't. I hope everything works out for you in the future. I'm sure it will. And although I still love you, and am sure you will always hold a special place in me, I hope I will find the one person meant for me.

Aww man, that's sweet :( all the best :) YOUR find your special person, keep on chugging on!

Dear Ex,
Okay it has been a long time. I a married now and have I have a beautiful child. I am so happy that we dicided to part ways. You were never right for me. I wasn't racists and you were. I hated when you used to call people of a different origin rude names. Your alchoolism doesn't bother me anymore. The fact that you slept with my best friend, well I hope it was good. I hope that you got back with your ex. Did you rape her like you raped me? Good luck and I wish you the best.

Second ex,
I can't believe that I was so niave as to stay with you. You used to beat me and make me bleive that I did something wrong. Well let me tell you something... you did something wrong. You are a horrible person... you killed my cat in a satanic ritual and never fessed up... I know it was you. I can not say how glad you are out of my life. Goodbye!

Oh and to the first ex you sucked in bed!!

That was theraputic lol

Ha ha
<<you killed my cat in a satanic ritual and never fessed up... I know it was you>>

No way!!
Gosh u had some WONDERFUL exes!!

I know didn't I? He believed that he was satans child lol... Man what was I thinking. Now I have a keeper... I had to kiss a lot of nasty.. wierd frogs to get that man lol.

Just had to laugh there :)

Dear Johnny...


I hope your new girl knows what to do with you... since she's been around the block. You disgusting pig!

Dear ex,

It's amazing how for a year and three months I gave you everything. I let you hit me, shout and scream at me and time and time again take the blame for something I never did for you. I got myself in a lot of trouble with you financially, physically with you (letting you beat me is never a good idea) and with others (being the true gent and defending your honour) and also emotionally (by losing best friends and arguing constantly with parents) just to stick up for you because I loved you. I adored you.

Then you banged your cousin.
The one you're now engaged to.
I dread to think about what your children will look like.

Oh, and the rumours your school 'friends' spread about you? They're true... You really do smell like cheese.

By the way, the way you treated me? I did do things with others I shouldn't have... Never mind eh?

Relishing the day you trip on your wedding dress, fall forward and the candles impale you through the eye and out the back of your head to death...
Your saviour.

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Originally Posted by robertsqueen

I know didn't I? He believed that he was satans child lol...Man what was I thinking. Now I have a keeper...I had to kiss alot of nasty..wierd frogs to get that man lol.

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Sorry about that rate, apparently I hit the "enter" button. What I meant to say was

How ironic given this thread's topic that he believed that cat was satan's child because in fact satan's child was my actual ex-girlfriend.

Dear Ex,
I wish I had known you when I was older... and not so damn stupid. You took my friends away one by one, put distance between me and my family, and never knew the meaning of the word love. You berated me constantly even though you were a lazy fat a** SOB who did nothing useful beyond scent the room with your beer farts. You accused me of sleeping with anything that resembled an upright human, including your own freaky looking family members. I used to have such great plans for us... then I developed wonderful daydreams... daydreams of you being struck by a random bolt of lightening straight out of heaven and such. Now I smile when I think of you. I smile because when you are getting your senior citizen discount, I'll still be in my forties! I smile because when I die I won't be alone or begging forgiveness with my last breath. You'll have nothing but your halitosis to keep you company. I may have forgotten to tell you this along the way, so I'll say it now... you really suck.

XXOO, V

ps, please give your brand new girlfriend my deepest sympathies.

Ahha o how I love this thread!

My ex is some sort of demon I think to : (

p.s. to the EX - You think chatting on MSN is actually some sort of friendship, whatever, I can't be bothered to wait for you anymore, with some sort of false hope, what am I doing sitting there advising you on life, what am I accomplishing - nothing, you put about as much effort into talking to me as you did to 'us'!

I Hope you find someone who treats you like utter crap! So all the **** you've put people through can come and HURT U !

Dear Ex,

So 2 weeks after you kissed that girl and ended our relationship I finally find out why you did it.
You done it because that girl (your ex) messed you up so bad that you don't think you can ever love someone again, that you knew you could never love me. But you was falling in Love with me wasn't you ex that's why you done it you got scared, scared that I'd be just like your ex and hurt you again. But Ex you knew I could never hurt you, not even if I tried, I loved you too much.
But why be a cheat and end things like that, how do you expect to even want to respect you when you couldn't even be honest!
You right what you say it is your loss, you say I'm everything a guy could want but still its not enough. You're an idiot Ex you could have had everything with me, but you threw it away with constant comparisons with your ex!

You have to move on stop living your life through your relationship with your ex it will get you know where and you will end up old and lonely!

I now wish you all the best, move on and be happy. Thank you for finally being honest with me in the end!

Love always x

Dear Ex,

Thanks for ripping out my heart again. I hope you are happy. I just hope you find what your looking for because obviously it wasn't me. And the time we had apart this time really shows me what type of person you really are. You are a golddigger, you never did anything for me(never) your selfish, you only cared about your own a**, you used me, never asked if I wanted to do something, always yelling at me, your way was the best way, never listen to me, you always made me feel stupid, was always about you and your son. Who noes you probably lied to me and cheated on me. But I don't care no more. And after all that stuff I bought and did with you guys this is how I'm rewarded. If you really think now that you have your new t*ts everyone is going to drop every thing and try to meet you, your living in a fantasy world like you always did. And I can't wait to the day I see you and you say (Me) I made the biggest mistake by letting you go. And I do hope you meet someone and you get pregnet and get big and you think he's rich because I no that's who your going to find a sugar daddy.But he gets you pregent and he dumps your a** but he has a ex wife who gets all of his money and you get sh*t , then you can have 2 kids with 2 different fathers. You had no rite to treat me like a yoyo and door mat all these years and you will have your day because what goes around comes around. When I still had possession of OUR ring you told me once too shove it up my a**. But since your not giving it back, you can shove it up your a** now and your fake t*ts too. Tell your son I will always Love him and even with all the crap you put me through, I will probably always love you too but not enough to take your fake a** back.

I WISH YOU THE BEST PRINCESS

P.S. If you really think any one else is going to put up with sh*t your wrong, I was just too much in love with you and neive to see the real person you are. And I hope your son resents you for tearing up this so called family.

Dear EX

I became your friend in the beginning of the school year. I helped you get over your shyness. I was the person you could talk to about everything and I could talk to you. I told you things no one was supposed to know and you told me. Then the problems started your brother became evil and started to tell your friends nasty rumors. Then you started to believe them and didn't want to talk to me. Now that I'm recovering from a broken jaw you want to talk to me now and be friends? I am sick of this bull what about me? What about how I feel. I can't deal with all of this I just wish you out of my life and gone.

A way of letting go...

Dear Jesse,
There are a million things I wish I could say to you to get you understand the pain you put me through. I was your rock, the one who was there for you when nobody else was. I remember the times when you had nothing, absolutely nothing and that never changed how I felt about you. No car, no job, not even a pot to piss in. I moved you into my home, struggled with my bills in order to give you money to survie, bought EVERYTHING, treated your daughter like she was my own and sacrificed my friends and family for a relationship with you.
I never wanted anything in return but your love, I thought we would have beeen married by now, have a family and prepare for our golden years together. Instead you played with my heart for 5 years and now all of a sudden that you are on your feet and you have the job of your dreams I'm no longer good enough. You're such a materialistic coward. Money, cars clothes, hoes that's all you care about. Now that you have "baller" status, every golddigger in dallas wants you. What do think is going to happen if you lost your high paying job today? Who would you run to? Who in their right mind is going to sacrifice everything the way that I did?
You listen to what everybody has to say about our relationship, don't you have a mind of your own? Aren't you a grown a** man? I want to hate you right now I really do, but I'm so stupid because when I think of you all I feel is love. I want you to know that you hurt me in the worst way, I have never had someone make me feel so useless and unattractive. I hope one of your whores gives you an uncurable disease and you die in misery you f***ing bastard!!
How could you treat me like I'm nothing? You said so yourself, I was the best thing that ever happened to you. I made you feel like a king when you were only really worthy of being someone's servant. I gave you my best, my all and now I'm stuck with nothing. I'm stuck with jacked up credit and mounds of credit card debt trying to support the both of us while you now have perfect credit because every f***ing thing was in my name.
I find myself wishing horrible horrible things on you. I hope you get hit by a bus or better yet I hope choke on coarse pubic hair since that's the only thing you seem to do with your spare time you a**hole!

p.s. I AM going to move on, and I can be happy without you no matter how much you doubt me. No I may not have the best looking car, house or the most high paying job, but I have love, support, and a good heart and no amount of money can top that!

So scccrrreeeewwww you!
Nikki

Dear Ex of mine,

I hope your P*NIS falls off!!

Never again,
Me

Dear Ex,


I'm thinking of you less and less and went out bar this weekend and talked to some woman and didn't even think of you at all. I really don't know, why but for some reason I'm thinking of you a little bit today. But don't worry I think I'm emotionally stable now to start dating again. And being by myself this weekend without you, I can honestly say I am happy without you in my life. I don't need you to make me happy no more. And when you see my house up for sale don't worry about where I'm moving too. Because it's none of your damn business. And no I don't ever want to be friends with you, you selfish B***H
And stop driving past my damn house. Just remember this is what you wanted and in a way I'm glad you broke up with again because I'm seeing more and more every day what type of person you are.And I feel so sorry for your son, that's probably why he wanted to move in with me. He can't break up with you.

Dear j/o
I took care of you for 8 years and what did I get for it but a kick in the azz.
How could you let your sons girlfriend abuse me in YOUR HOUSE and scream at me and go to hit me 8 times without doing a dam thing. I TOLD YOU I would NOT be back UNTIL YOU told her she must apologizr to me. COme on we are in our 40's she is 23 and your son moved her in and I did so many facvors for her and the other kids all for her to snap one day and tell ME I Don't BELONG UPSTAIRS in YOUR house. We were engaged and yet YOU DID NOHTING> you are so shi* scared of your son that you won't even say hey look she was good to you AND your girl so you better have your g/f APOLOGIZE or else HER AZZ IS OUT OF HERE >>>but NO you just stood there >>>>>>>>that was 3 months ago and even though you are a sh*t head I still miss you. I guess I have a grude against myself.
You threw 8 yrs away because you didn't have he balls to tell your son that you wouldn't have that going on in YOUR HOUSE> you happy now that Im gone??
I hope you suffer every night especially since your friend saw me with another guy the other night. I hope your scrambling your drug induced brains as to WHO he was and WHAT I was doing with him. 8 years 8 long years and YOU let ME go instead of putting your foot down and telling the kid either she apologizes to me or she goes. Ball less bastard.

Roses are red violets are blue go to hell and take your son with you