Perfectly normal that you feel like **** even after you starting feeling better... its a rollercoaster ride the first couple of weeks and months... just think of it this way, the first 2 weeks you probably never felt good where now sometimes you're good and sometimes bad, so that's the improvement... with more time away from her and working on yourself and seeing how she's not the same girl she was when she was with you, youl be in a better position... just easier said than done