Yep. You got it.

Wow this past week has been eventful. 2 times I go to parties at other towns thinking there is no way my ex will be there and both times she is. Once on Monday when I would have left but I was so drunk I couldn't so I ignore her most of the night except for a little bit I go say hi how was christmas just things like that. Then tonight I'm the dd went to a party and she's there grinding on some guy and the guy keeps grabbing her , and then they go to a corner and talk for like 3 hours and make out the whole night. Im glad I wasn't drunk cause I might have gotten into a fight but I kept my cool I tried to show her that I wasn't interested at all or bothered by it, I talk to her for one mintue asked how she was and how was new years and that was all. The thing is though I got mad right away when I first saw her making out cause she knew I was there and I could see her, but then after a walk to cool down I came back inside saw them making out and it didn't seem to bother me at all, but what was weird she kept glancing at me sometimes to see if I was looking or not it seemed. But I'm very proud of myself for keepings my emotions intact like some of my friends could tell I was upset but like I didn't cry or get angry I just tried to shrug it off to the best of my ability.Maybe I'm finally making a little progress?

If it didn't bother you as much seeing her like that --and you are being honest with yourself-- then you are making some progress. However, the fact that she did something like that in front of you to deliberately hurt you tells you a lot about the type of person she really is. She has every right to do whatever she wants, but to do it right in front of you knowing you are hurt... wow... One day you will realize this and be glad you got rid of her. Believe me, you're better off alone then with someone so selfish and immature.

Yeah give her space, FOREVER. Move on and be happy, find a girl that truly loves you and respects you. G'luck!

Geez Brad that was handled very well by you. I almost think there is hope for you to be happy. Well done buddy!