He's gone and your realizing the faults in your relationship which is a strong step in the right direction. Just keep to the NC and in time the urge to call will stop and you will find strength within yourself to help you make it through the day, and eventually you will find someone who will make you happier then you could ever imagine.

Yeah I know. This might be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. It physically makes me hurt. I will get through this somehow.
I wouldn't wish this on anyone.

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Originally Posted by HopeDiesLast

yeah i know. this might be the hardest thing ive ever had to do. it physically makes me hurt. i will get through this somehow.
i wouldnt wish this on anyone.

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You'll get through it, but you must be strong and keep to NC

You have already shown you can survive a heartbreak, now it's time to show everyone that you're strong enough to live life your way!