Originally Posted by
unsurenow
well its been over nine weeks now,, the pain is still very much present. I still find myself crying and wishing he would wake up and see what he has done.Last text i got from him was over two weeks ago, the only thing i did was sent him an email link to a song that made me think of him, that was on Vday.its a song called I AM by Mary J Blige. You should check it out on you tube. He didn't respond and i really didn't want him to. I know my life is better without him, but i can't help but wonder how he can move on after being such an to me. I feel like every time a NEW chick came around, that i was demoted.I still haven't been able to feel happiness within, I'm still going thru nightmares and hope in my heart that he will see the light. I know its wishful thinking and that a person like him can not see the light if they don't see their mistakes and correct them.i just torture myself wondering if the NEW girl or girls, r getting the sweet man side and that he wont treat them like he did me,, and why me? i was good to this man.i would love to hear from someone who is or has gone thru the same feelings and thoughts, really don't want to hear what i know,,not to dwell,, i am not, just going thru the process an need to hear other that know what i mean.
Thx
