That's what he said.

Do u still feel like you want him back? I feel like that everyday!

Yes. I would love to have him back. I miss everything about him.
Its so hard.

Sigh
This really does suck!

I'm really struggling today, I am back to work after a week off and feel like crying
Really miss him

I hope work will be a distraction for you.
Are your workmates aware of the breakup?

Hello.

Its hard going back into the real world..

But if you look around,life goes on..

Your not going to heal overnight,but it will get better.

Get stuck into work.

Yeah I know I will! Just keep wondering if he is missing me as much!

We can't know that-generally Id say both people might miss their ex after a breakup but its not a given.
You will feel better with time and where you are now its about one day at the time until you get to a place where most days you ll be fine.

I know! I just wish I had a clue if he does or doesn't I guess I should assume he doesn't! Will that make it easier!

Yes it does make it easier if you can stop worrying about their thoughts or feelings.

The last time he text asking if it was a good idea for him to go back to uni to do nursing I said yes and we were texting back and forth about it.
Then he said no contact remember does this mean he is not missing me do you think?

Benson-it could mean that -it could mean a number of things-the thing is we can't read his mind.
Only he knows what he is thinking.

:) damn it! Sorry I'm expecting everyone to provide me with answers! And its not going to happen!

We want you to get better and get over this.
As you will-give it time.

Ahhhhhh I want to txt him something ridiculous like I miss u! But I cant

Dont-stay strong-switch your phone off.
Breaking NC only adds to your confusion.

I know this sounds a bit pathetic but his flatmate who I'm good friends txt earlier in the week so see how I was. Is it a bad idea to txt him to find out how the ex is getting on?

It s not a good idea to try to get any information from anyone close to an ex.
Whatever information you d be given would just make you overanalyse what they say.
Nc s a tough path but it works.

Yeah I just feel dead upset today and I was OK yesterday!