And I'm not upset or talking back or anything by this, But I did NOT take advantage of her in our relationship.. I told her and showed her EVERY DAY that I loved her and that she meant the world to me, I made a POINT of it.

I found this message from Heidi from a couple days ago.. wanted to share it and see what you guys think. Don't ream me out I know what I think about it.. I know this pretty much means what it says, we are done.

Yes, that, and I tell you that I can't trust you again enough to be together, I tell you that YOU chosing to end what we had with a broken promise and a stupid lie, when you KNEW that would happen as a result, changed everything for me, no baby steps, no trying things slow for now, you broke my heart, you ended this, you severed the connection between us that allowed us to be together, any trust that was left between us, and you want me to just put that aside, forget it and move on and that can't be... I gave you chance after chance. I gave you one last big chance to do something, to go to therapy, to stop lying, to show me I could trust you, and you blew it, you don't get that chance again

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Originally Posted by Czosie

i gave you one last big chance to do something, to go to therapy, to stop lying, to show me i could trust you, and you blew it, you dont get that chance again

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OK, I thought that you were in therapy and that you stopped the lies..
If you are not see a therapist, then collect your money for the bed, and prepare to be just a friend from now on, but on your terms, not every time she calls, but when you feel like you can cope with her company without wanting more. Act cool and collected, get your life together and maybe she'll start missing you, your charm and humor - but noting in life is a guarantee - and you know that.

Have a good upcoming weekend and don't mope around, please!

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I know that I am late to the show here but, criminy man, get your head out of your arse. Is the terminology "leading you on" to old for you to have heard before? She doesn't want you, she just enjoys the chase. You have a dependent personality. The best advise you have gotten all along is move on. I could be wrong but I don't remember having seen you say that you love her. You are spending way too much time on this. Imagine what other things you could be doing with the time you are spending here. Your life has got to be suffering. Your productivity has to be down. They have told you to relax, you don't know how. Drama is your hobby. And quit playing the "yes, but" game. I know I sound hard, but I think that's the only way you listen. Get yourself grounded, bring in your marginal edges to a manageble level and focus on something worthwhile that you can build yourself esteem with, cause man, you are all over the place.