Thinking about breaking NC
It's been 2 months of NC and I know it is wrong but, me and ex past each other yesterday she looked at me but didn't look at her. I went to get food and was coming home 10 min later and she was driving opposite direction again why, prbaly to see if I was going to grocery store, but when she looked me again she looked so sad and from the expression she gave me I think she knows again she made a mistake. But I just want to e-mail her to see how she is doing because she looks sooo sad. I no I can't take her back but she looked so beautiful and maybe we can be friends when I'm fully healed. What should I do?:confused: