Originally Posted by BlazingCold
The fact that I don't agree with any of you mens that you are all right. Maybe I'm in such a deep denial that I don't even know it. When it comes to situations like these, I trust all of you more than I do myself. I'll hold off on the contact, giving me a chance to think it over.
I think my worst fear is to know that she wants nothing more to do with me, in any way. Maybe I want a friendship to prove to myself (not to her) that what we had meant something and she values me.
Man, I'm really messed up.