Thanks duck- nice post. Yes.. I definiately have played with fire a few time hoping to get a different reaction then I did. Trust me.. moving on from this point on is going to be easy... it's just never EASY accepting that someone you once loved/the love they had for you is totally lost and filled with bitterness and resent.. that's life.

Thumper

That is something you have to learn to cope with. People and feelings change. Your current GF doesn't deserve to be dragged through all of this baggage that you dredged up from the past. Don't take a good thing and ruin it by chasing something that no longer is.

That's why NC is crucial. And not rebounding with baggage.

Another lesson, man. What do you want?