Originally Posted by mattvit
i have been acting like the guy she fell in love with. she wanted space and i didnt call her, or bugg her, and she was happy i was respecting her wishes. it was her that called me. so i did not chase her. i was decent enought to wish her the best. so im not totaly messed up. maybe i have pushed her away more, but i dont think its as bad as it could have gotten. so i dont think ive totaly messed up. for sure she has been stringing me along, but after telling her im leaving for good, the string is cut. i did it for myself to clear my head. im sure she was upset because it happend all so suddenly however, for sure she still knows that im here and i still have feelings for her.