Originally Posted by crushedovernover
I have the worst urge to call her and ask her to meet face to face. I gavent spoke to her since the initiale split. I have questions and it bothers me that i have this urge. And partially im doing the no contact to try to get her to come back but i fell if i just do nothing then that wont increase my chances of getting her back. And i know i shouldn't be concernd with that but i am. I would love for her to wanna work threw our issues. This kills me. I try and deal with this every time i think about it. I get angry and i dont want to be angry. I just wanna let go and stop loving her. I just want to be free of this pain and burden. I just dont seem i can let go of her for good , as much as i think of trying i just can't let go . Her and I have way to much history for me to just walk away, And even tho she has i just dont feel that i can. HELP ugh