One thing is for sure. You are not a liar. With your name stating CRAZYoverher, you have sure proved with 74 pages of ignored advice. You keep asking for advice but do what you want. You are using us. We get it. You want us to be by your side while you continue to let this monster control you. Just grow up already. This is getting pathetic since page 2. Take care of yourself and move on already. Find a way to love yourself!