NC Update (2months!) Yeay, But still little upset?
Hey everyone,
So its been 2 months of complete NC and so far so good! BUT... this past week I've been thinking a lot about him. I even brought myself down with tears. I haven't felt like this during the 2 months... so why now. Anyway, even though I miss I am able to reflect on why things worked out the way they did. And after all after 7 years, I did have a good reason to leave the way I did... It just hurts.. hurts a lot. What get me into tears is the way he handled the breakup with playing games and even tried to use me afterwards. Thank Goodness I didn't let it get too far. Anyway I just like hearing from you guys. Thank you all for being such a great support group :)